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Thursday, October 20, 2005
It's a true confession deep from my heart...
i hate attachment.. First week, Honeymoon period.... Second week onwards, It sucks! I hate the politics there...What i saw "A senior pharmacist raised her voice at a pharmacy technician over a phonecall of refunding" And i wonder, is there a need to?...People gossiping, bossing you around.... WHERE IS THE LOVE??? Am i there to work? or to learn? my intention was to learn more things! so? IT's busy everyday.... it's so shorthanded that.... i have no time to see the drugs to know more about them except to read up on the product information leaflet.. i I'm freaking stress... the pharmcist likes to ask me out of chapter questions (YEA... she makes me read BNF... AND she's surprised i dun own a BNF...=[).. if i dunno.... she will start to say i have not been studying... IF i say i did study she will say.... "Oh... u studied SPECIFICALLY what i told you too.... " I was like.... i have no time .... after work it's damn tired and that i only have 2 half hour per week for project... My project is more important to me... But i can't explained my situation but to swallow everything deep inside.. what to do? she's is going to assess me... To them it's all excuses... Have you guys ponder over Why we slog so hard sometimes? what did u learn at the end of the day? simply plain packing? I'm eager to learn if only they could spend more time on us!....Finally i got to dispense some pessaries, vitamins and some pills for osteoporesis...(that's the only thing i'm happy with... but she did not sign for all... cos she thinks vitamins too easy for me... and the rest is like need to brush up more) SIGH -__________- me and farhanna Did Chat with the pre-reg.... she say something.... "It's the attitude towards my work..." Is the attitude towards the job lacking in me? or i'm not easily contented with the packing? i dunno! Ms Yap did encourage me to be more positive.... More positive? Keep looking into the mirror and say " tml will be better...? ... I love KK ? i love my job ??" I dun feel like cheating myself.... Guys... Be in my shoe and think about it... what exactly can i do to actually feel happier there.. And .... i really gotta thanks Farhanna for being there encouraging me and listen to my grumble abt the work!... (Girl... You should know which incident... That Rina thingy...I seriously nearly go crazy that day! =X)
TRUE CONFESSIONS FROM:
MISS MIA
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